As I gradually disengage myself from Chile and return to the strangely familiar environment of Toronto, I’m left with a sense that I haven’t been able to get inside Chile’s head, so to speak. Part of this is due to the fact that I can’t speak Spanish, and part of it is due to the fact that Chileans are part of a very reserved culture. But even though I’m on the outside looking in, it seems quite obvious that Chile hasn’t quite come to terms with the legacy of Pinochet and his regime. There are constant reminders of both the junta and the opposition to it. It is as if there is still a battle being waged for the memories of Chileans.
In Ancud I noticed that the main street that runs along the waterfront is named after Salvador Allende, the democratically elected President that Pinochet deposed. The naming obviously happened after Pinochet’s ouster.
And on the waterfront there is a simple, yet prominent, memorial to four young Ancud citizens who were killed as a result of the coup. The sad thing is that this memorial has been vandalized and sits forlorn and apparently ignored. Has it been defaced by Pinochet supporters or by bored smalltown youths who just have no sense of history or memory? Either way, it’s a sad state.




In Santiago, as well, I noticed this split personality with regards to remembering or memorializing the dictatorship. There is still a main avenue that is named in memoriam of September 11 – not the terrorist attack of 2001, but the date of Pinochet’s coup in 1973. When Pinochet took power left wing supporters were rounded up and imprisoned, tortured and murdered. Much of this happened in the national stadium. This stadium is still being used for large concerts and sporting events today.
I don’t know if there is some informal, popular reclaiming/memorializing that is happening around the stadium. I do know that there is a process by some to not let another torture centre slip into the past silently and be forgotten. When I first landed in Santiago I stayed in an interesting little barrio of old, ornate buildings, right downtown. Just down the street, a half block from where I was staying was an attractive old building that stood abandoned and had graffiti and flyers pasted all over it. Upon closer inspection I was surprised to learn that the building was a torture house and the flyers were photos of the 119 people who had been murdered there. To further this act of witnessing, here are some photos of the building.









